Wednesday, August 29, 2007
I finally found that "carnival" music TNS used in
Off Centre (btw I found the book in the library it's mine until 10/07/07 HAW HAW HAW) and it's called
Bow Down Mister by Boy George, video available on Youtube. It's nowhere near as traumatising as the scene which introduced me to it but anyway,just hearing it again freaked me out and I'm suitably retraumatised now.
Banner -check! Thanks to all the people who stayed back and became walking human easels what with all the paint we got on ourselves.
Oh and about half an hour ago, I was reminded of how bloody ironic and cruel life gets.
I really want to be selfish this time (wait,aren't I
all the time? Grow up,Sophie) but I don't think I'd ever forgive myself if I shirked my responsibilities this time round. I promised myself I wouldn't and so far I've been doing a poor job. Urgh. I really feel so incompetent sometimes, I really have to wonder what I'm doing.
OH and I screwed up my O
fucking level. Hooray.